Lyrics
Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
Not what you'd think
And if I'm being honest.

It might have been a nightmare
To anyone who might care.

Thought I could fly
So I stepped off the golden
Nobody cried
Nobody even noticed.

I saw them standing right there
Kinda thought they might care.

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me.

And you say
As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you.

I tried to scream
But my head was under water
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter.

Could've been a nightmare
But it felt like they were right there
And it feels like yesterday was a year ago
But I don't wanna let anybody know
'Cause everybody wants something from me now
And I don't wanna let 'em down.

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me.

And you say
As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change the way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you.

If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?.

If I knew it all then, would I do it again?
Would I do it again?
If they knew what they said would go straight to my head
What would they say instead?.

MUSIC VIDEO Billie Eilish - Everything I Wanted